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- June 2019
- May 2019
- April 2019
- March 2019
- January 2019
- December 2018
- 30 A jam packed day with a little turbulence
- 28 Jackonsville Beaches Pier [rise]
- 25 Crescent Beach Park [set]
- 23 Talking with a disabled vet
- 21 Jacksonville Main St. Bridge [set]
- 20 Amongst the waves
- 19 Crescent Shore Park [set]
- 12 Fort Matanzas National Park
- 12 Matanzas Inlet, ~ St Augustine [set]
- 11 Fort Caroline Park
- 6 Reddie Point, Jacksonville [set]
- 2 A wild day, and meeting new people
- 2 St Augustine Bridge of Lions [rise]
- November 2018
- October 2018
- 31 Halloween Parade in Richmond
- 27 Volunteering at an organization
- 20 Walking the National Mall
- 19 Potomac River, DC [set]
- 18 First time with dry needling
- 18 Brothertiger - High Tide
- 17 Will I keep this name forever?
- 17 Going to a support group in Maryland
- 16 Playing my violin in a park for the first time this year
- 12 Chickies Rock County Park PA
- 12 Loving extended family
- 10 Railroad Museum of Pennsylvania
- 6 A sample of some of my cousin's amazing art
- 6 End of my first visit
- 3 Tappan Zee Bridge NJ [set]
- 3 Finally Fall - Leaving MA once again
- 2 Kitchen Update for Vanessa: part 2
- September 2018
- 30 Finding another surge of expression
- 24 I did my shot "the right way"!
- 24 Lunch with an old friend
- 23 Talking with a stranger led to a disappointing sexual dismissal
- 23 Sunset with a new friend brings me excitement for my next chapter
- 17 CSS Workaround to rename the "ungrouped" title in TreeTabs browser extension
- 12 Goodbye support group
- 9 Context is Queen
- 9 I sold my old car!
- 7 The end of summer recap
- August 2018
- July 2018
- May 2018
- April 2018
- March 2018
- February 2018
- 26 Banner Comments +
- 24 Coping with negative emotions
- 23 Time to fix those bearings...
- 19 The Power of Vulnerability
- 17 Why the Stories We Tell Ourselves Shape Us
- 16 On finding a new van
- 16 Where do I start?
- 14 Becoming code again?
- 14 Endemic
- 14 I drew some pictures for two people today
- 2 I need to get away from the internet, what can I do?
- 1 Are you a failure?
- January 2018
- 31 Vanessa is back
- 26 Vanessa threw her belt twice :(
- 26 Shedding responsibility and happy about it
- 25 Another sick day
- 21 Burning memorabilia while purging
- 20 Stuck in MA for a bit.
- 15 Life is not hard, dealing with your self is
- 13 Questions from after a suicide attempt
- 11 Sick day
- 5 A very social month. Today I part north.
- 1 Integrating a CDN for image hosting part 1
- 1 New Years 2018
- December 2017
- 26 A long overdue update. The world is a weird place
- 25 St. Augustine Beach Pier [rise]
- 23 Orlando FL Resort [set]
- 21 Downtown Orlando with a friend
- 19 Two days of comfort and I'm already unhappy
- 17 Orlando FL Resort [set]
- 15 Orlando Fl Resort [clouds]
- 10 MindBlown 2
- 9 The Rehearsal...
- 8 A friendly deja vu
- 7 Ringhaver park
- 6 Another friend
- 5 The secret to good hair in Florida: Don't use tap water
- 5 WHAT THE FUCK! I've been invited to perform my violin on Sunday!!!
- 4 Mandarin Riverfront Jax FL [rise]
- 2 Riverside Jax, FL [rise & set]
- 2 I'm sick, but I met someone new anyway :)
- 1 Kinder Joy candy
- 1 A new category: Sun
- November 2017
- 30 Reunion with KC, overcoming fear
- 28 Amelia Island
- 28 "Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter"
- 27 Days of saving are over
- 26 The last few sips
- 26 I am 6 months real now
- 25 National Museum of the Marine Corps
- 22 Dinner with my bro and grandmother
- 22 I wore a dress again :)
- 21 Alpacas in Lancaster, PA
- 21 Reading "The Fault in our Stars"
- 19 Sunset in abandoned warehouse
- 17 The definition of hope
- 17 Movie Night: The Exiles
- 12 Harper's Ferry with a friend
- 10 pain is not pleasure
- 9 York PA
- 8 Reading, PA
- 7 Surprise! Spent the day in Delaware Water Gap
- 6 First day, first encounter, feeling good
- 6 Trip 4: The Fall
- 5 I have come farther than I give myself credit
- 2 Filling in the void a little bit more
- October 2017
- 31 Another hollow Halloween, another sad fucking Halloween.
- 30 You own your knowledge
- 28 Been letting myself feel too depressed lately.
- 26 Vanessa & Luna Lyrics
- 25 Finishing Re:Zero - another acknowledgement
- 24 The Psychology of Self Transformation
- 22 Chronic Pain
- 19 Overriding templates in Pelican when using multiple configs
- 18 It's getting cold
- 14 I never thought I would get this far
- 11 National Coming Out Day
- 10 A peek inside the Line Rider community
- 6 Jim Carrey - Let the armor go
- September 2017
- 28 New drawers for Vanessa!
- 26 Vanessa's brakes are fixed!
- 23 The slow crawl of recovery
- 16 Modern Stoics
- 16 I updated my build process to save 2gb of space lol
- 14 On burning memorabilia
- 13 Minor improvements to the website
- 12 I'm leaving Reddit
- 12 Update on Vanessa's brakes
- 8 Life is Love, Love is Blind, Blind we go through life.
- 5 Am I right to keep those I love at a distance?
- 5 Is Vanessa dead?
- 4 Injection day.
- August 2017
- 31 Testing script update for Pelican project
- 31 Tomorrow I have an appointment about pain management
- 31 Pelican Config Consolidation
- 27 Vanessa is leaking brake fluid
- 27 Coming home from the eclipse
- 26 Vanessa's drive belt update
- 23 Open mic night at the same place from four months ago
- 22 I fixed Vanessa's pulley and belt ^_^
- 21 First injection entirely on my own
- 21 Solar Eclipse
- 21 Stuck in NC, Vanessa's parts are coming
- 20 The Bra Police is real; My friend is a prophet
- 19 An idler pulley shattered and threw my drive belt. YAY!
- 18 Tipping points. Have I crossed the most important one?
- 18 Sunrise and Virginia Beach
- 16 First full day together
- 15 Off to the eclipse
- 14 Today I see a whole new world. With self worth, acceptance, love.
- 13 I don't want to grow up. I don't want to stay young. I just want to be me forever.
- 10 Injection prescription
- 2 I am fine. When I am not fine I'm learning something
- July 2017
- 30 3y & 4m into Hormone Replacement Therapy
- 24 I injected myself today!
- 22 I am not my body. I am not my thoughts. I am something more than this.
- 18 [poem] You are worthy.
- 18 Questions from a year ago
- 14 Vanessa Failed State Inspection
- 12 Get On With IT!
- 11 David Foster Wallace - This is Water
- 10 I started injections!
- 8 Route 100 & Pinnacle View in VT
- 7 This one problem. An old journal entry.
- 6 Burlington VT for a friend and nostalgia
- 4 As in The Alchemist: Omens
- 3 I went swimming!
- 3 You Got Out.
- 2 Sunrise at a Lake in NH
- 1 This NH cop was nice.
- June 2017
- 29 June's end Sunsets
- 23 Revisiting an old place.
- 22 Returning Home.
- 21 Rolling into MA and Mount Greylock.
- 20 My time in the Catskills
- 18 If only I could recover
- 16 Bristol PA, and the people you meet.
- 14 Gap in posting due to challenges programming
- 14 My time in Elkton MD
- 10 90 days in Vanessa.
- 10 Surprise visit from a new friend
- 5 Baltimore MD with a new friend
- 2 Another violin-in-park conversation
- 1 My day in the Virginia Mountains
- May 2017
- 31 A day atop Rocky Knob
- 28 Hanging Rock Raptor Observatory
- 26 This is real life. I am real.
- 25 The most epic night I've had this whole trip
- 25 Watch me play my violin and be goofy
- 24 My first violin performance in ten years
- 23 A lesson learned about how my inner pain affects how I am perceived
- 21 Buying an alcohol stove for my friend through craigslist
- 19 Playing my violin on the pier
- 17 Minimizing icon font size in Pelican
- 17 People watching in a coffee shop
- 16 Today was a clean day. Plus a small performance.
- 16 A helpful pelican configuration file
- 15 Fear is the only Sin
- 14 Back on the road
- 13 Happy Birthday Vanessa
- 12 Version 1 of this website
- 12 Dynamic image size loading in Pelican using javascript
- 12 Using WebAssets in Pelican to serve small css files
- 12 Adding SoundCloud embed widget to Pelican using Jinja and Javascript
- 12 Using Tables in markdown with Pelican
- 7 Laptop charger amperage tests :)
- 6 I saw a cool pickup truck.
- 5 I finally got a 12 volt power cord for my laptop! and my starter battery died xD
- 4 Visualizing a feud between Michael Jordan and Kobe Bryant
- 3 Vanessa got a little bit prettier
- 1 Surrender Rain
- 1 CSS Testing Page
- April 2017
- March 2017
- February 2017
- December 2016
- 22 Not my time
- November 2016
- May 2016
- October 2015