The weight I feel

Today I am feeling just how heavy all the important things are in life. The responsibility I could take on should I choose to. And this is a good feeling.

When I am at my happiest it seems I am eager to take on the responsibilities of life. I am happy to be part of the ever expanding network of souls all interconnected.

Some people find most of life mundane, repetitive, boring. I see every moment of life sacred, huge, and exhilerating... When I am taking my medications properly. haha.

Seriously this post is about taking your meds.

I have proven to myself five times now:

I simply cannot be happy if I am not taking my medications.

This is not a failing of mine. I am not bad for needing medications. IT just so happens the medication I need is related to a hormone disorder. So long as I take my medications I believe I can conquer every hurdle, every challenge, every fall.

Keep at it!