Archives

March 2019

• 16 The masks I wear

December 2018

• 23 Letting something out

May 2018

• 30 I hate being real

April 2018

• 7 grieving over and over

March 2018

• 26 I don't know what I want.
• 15 my body, my pain
• 9 Am I living for purpose? Or as a sacrifice?

February 2018

• 6 What can I do if I'm done trying anymore?
• 5 Will I step up again?
• 3 I guess I'm not so sneaky

January 2018

• 25 Wishing to leave and hoping to stay
• 18 Ugh dysphoria and cis envy
• 2 Dreaming in pain

December 2017

• 11 Pansexuality

November 2017

• 27 Let the anger flow
• 8 Hollow habits

October 2017

• 26 Life is indiscriminate
• 21 The life I could have had versus this fucking thing
• 14 A different kind of alone
• 6 Grieving patiently

September 2017

• 30 On the other side
• 29 Actively watching plot points of your life.
• 23 Exploring sexuality sucks
• 15 Why can't I ever get the good ones?
• 4 The consequences of fun; my hopes of an early death

August 2017

• 28 Will I ever find someone I can be me with?
• 26 Choosing some level of responsibility for my cousin
• 24 How much do you have to let go?
• 21 Yup, I'm thinking about death.
• 4 Am I slipping?

July 2017

• 19 Dreaming in 3rd person in pain
• 16 New Worlds found through a date.

June 2017

• 9 I still don't understand parties with alcohol
• 6 4am musing over relationships