I have avoided writing more directly about my transition here. About time I start sharing how I experience this facet of my life.
Tonight I went to an event at University of North Florida campus. My frist Transgender Day of Rememberance (TDOR).
Jacksonville Florida has had the most murders in one city this year. Four trans women have been killed here out of the 28 total in the country.
Whenever I would come …
I am faced with a government paperwork issue that will be much easier if I change my name legally. Another one of the issues I have been avoiding for my transition. So what should I do about it?
There is someone new I met at my group a few months ago. We finally started hanging out right before I leave and she did a wonderful thing for me.
She regifted me clothing that did not fit her. I've always struggled with clothing. I hated all forms of expression …
Okay so, last August I fucked up my shot and got scared. From then on I have been bad at giving myself a shot. With the help of my friend over the last two months I was finally able to give myself a shot, alone, the right way, without anxiety or undo stress! Huge deal for me
YISSSSSS 🐍
Four times now in the last four years I have gone on this horrible cycle of staying on hormones for 8 months or so, then falling off the trail. This means four times I have learned this lesson.
When I start hating expression, my hormones are off balance
This time …
For a month now I have been waiting for my doctor to see if I could get my insurance to cover Lupron as my primary anti-androgen. I was told a week ago or so that I was approved and I will start taking Lupron injections soon.
This is interesting because …
I have been on the verge of wanting to make more progress in my transition. I am still trapped by so many things. I want to keep moving forward. I want to become stronger.
Every time I get right in front of one of my walls it is always the …
Last night I begun taking Finasteride as my testosterone suppressant. The spironolactone had fucked with me enough that I put my foot down to try something else. While, this chemical is not very effective, it is a stepping stone to trying Lupron. So I will try to track my progress …
I don't think I have written about this nearly as much as I should. Because I have gone off and on my hormone meds many times now I feel I have fucked up my transition to a point and it is very disheartening.
I forgot about it.
This makes me sad.
My perception of hrt has changed from a hopeful uplifting positive thing to a dark torturous painful requirement.
I hate this.
I haven't been writing about transition specific things, and I figured I should. So here is an introduction to my transition...
