I write about everyday things here. Mostly to keep track of what happens in my life so I can look back at this all and cringe. I mean, so I can reminisce with nostalgia, and my egg sandwich.
Last injection post I swear.
But make no mistake I'm still writing about it. I will merely stop bothering you with it. It won't get anymore interesting. But I did it. Fourth time sticking my leg with a needle. By the end of the day I began feeling better. It …
In Vanessa next to Fenway Park for another night and another doctor appointment. I'm comforted by the aloneness. My trip with my friend was amazing for me to experience, but in many ways only confirmed how much alone time I need.
My appointment tomorrow is to talk about pain management …
Phew. Woke up in Jersey to the sound of employees kicking us out. Slowly work our way out. We visit a cemetery for Evan and the local bakery his family goes to when they visit family. Then we drove up through NY into CT then back to MA.
We went to an open mic! It was a smaller crowd, but I felt way better.
I said some things and played some simple shit. I had little to no anxiety. It was nice. I told them how I had first performed here a few months ago and I've still …
So I did it. I stuck myself alone. The whole process made me feel so unbelievably calm. Knowing this is all I must do for two weeks has made such an impact on my life.
I am so happy about this. Injections give me power against my pain even if …
This is a two segment piece. I am writing before the eclipse and after.
I want this day to mean something. Even though I already know what it means I hope I can find some event/memory/feeling I can hold to while I watch. I may be asking too …
Yesterday, while thinking about informing the police of our stranded situation I considered dressing up in case the police show up. I don't need to intentionally call attention to my transness so why not femme up? My friend thought I was over thinking it and went on a joke:
This was a freaking day. Finally getting settled together. We began in Ocean City Maryland and ended in Virginia Beach. Read about the day and look at pics!
I'm surprised at myself. So far traveling with someone else with me has been easier than I though. Kinks still to be smoothed out but I'm not shy or reserved at all. So, what did we get up to?
We awoke somewhere in New York. We found a great shaded …
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I am leaving today to go see the eclipse. I am bringing a friend with me I've known for over twenty years. My first trip with another person. For at least two weeks will drive about 2000 miles.
Words truly can't describe how excited I am for this. I am giving my friend the power over this trip. All I care about is the eclipse. Whatever else we do is mostly him.
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So, I managed to convince the people at my doctor office I can stick myself with a needle at home, thank you very much. So now I can!
It's been a while because I spent a bunch of days in bed in pain. Hating life a little bit. But I am on the rise now that I got more Estrogen in me. Funny thing about that.
My time with HRT has been volatile and blissful. A major shift seems to have occurred recently in changing to injections. Hopefully recalling my story will help me better understand my own history.
Yesterday I got my second shot of estrogen. I stuck myself with the needle!
Only one more visit with the doctor before they will let me do this on my own. I cannot wait. I am so much happier dealing with my pain when I am not taking the pill three or more times a day that makes me hurt more.
