We have a buyer for the house!
On Saturday last week someone put in an offer. After a quick we settled on a price. A week later we agreed on a terms sheet!
Chronograph Posts
I write about everyday things here. Mostly to keep track of what happens in my life so I can look back at this all and cringe. I mean, so I can reminisce with nostalgia, and my egg sandwich.
Help people, not ideas
I am offering some time and money to someone in my life who is heavily involved in a church. As I considered if they had enough help I played a quick story in my head where I volunteered my time on a regular basis. Yes, I am not religious and …
My experience on the victim mentality
Having come from the undercarriage of social life, the depressed anxious shamed part of society I was surrounded by the victim mentality for a large part of my conscious life. I held it, the victim mentality.
Many people are born into situations either physical or social that lends them to …
I went to my first concert in a long time to see "This Will Destroy You"
I was super jazzed. They were doing a tenth anniversary tour of their self title album. My favorite album of theirs alongside their first, Young Mountain. If they were playing their new stuff I would not have gone.
But I went because this album has played an important roll in …
Sometimes I think my chronic pain is a lie, today I felt better about it
A couple days ago I spent a couple hours picking up trash at my favorite outlook. I tried my very best to bend properly, go slow, and take care of my body. It was exhausting and I needed a nap after. Turns out, I also worked out a lot of …
A day in the sun cleaning up
Warmth is finally coming. We had a warm day today, so I took Vanessa up to my old outlook where I did some cleaning up while basking in the sun.
I cleaned Vanessa's wheels, they were so gross. I also finally finished replacing the weather stripping on the plastic cover …
What I've been up to
I figured I would actually share what's going on, because I haven't been writing about this stuff enough. Partly because I am depressed. Partly because I don't know how I feel yet about sharing this stuff on the internet.
I have been helping my mother pack up the family house …
Voices want to sound like robots again and so what
Voices, whether analog or digitial are again sound like they have a robot filter on them.
It happens less in analog, but I'm starting to think it is related to how much pain I am experiencing.
Living for myself
I have felt for quite some time now that I cannot live for myself. Every time I try to figure it out I end up feeling my only choice would be to end my life. Now, almost a year into reality I am questioning again if it is possible.
I …
Is this really the life I'm stuck with?
I have no idea what I'm doing. I have this drive to be something of a martyr, a public figure or at least a devout public servant. All of me screams in anger about my situation while dragging my stupid life towards this goal of living with a purpose designed …
I just had a glimpse of how I might gain weight
I adore empathy. In turn this really means I love imagination. It is through using my imagination and wholly attempting to live it, I am able to create such empathy.
Tonight, after gourging on food, I went out for another snack. As I was eating I realized my stomach was …
On finding a new van
A few weeks ago I began the chapter of finding a new van to live in. It has been very difficult. And since I have such a specific need, my options are very limited. The stress and challenge has been consuming my attention and energy which is why I haven't …
Shedding responsibility and happy about it
For a few years I was a pseudo leader at a support group in my area for transgender people. I was the legally responsible emissary for a couple of years. I have since left and failed to hand over responsibilities.
I went to a recent meeting and spoke with someone …