I write about everyday things here. Mostly to keep track of what happens in my life so I can look back at this all and cringe. I mean, so I can reminisce with nostalgia, and my egg sandwich.
No vomiting this time thankfully. However right before I set out to a friend's place I felt so dizzy and nauseous I had to lie down. I did the off and on sleeping thing for about four hours. And after some food and gobs of water I began to feel …
Today I burnt thousands of pages. A lot with sensitive medical data I would not like floating around. Others simply records of experiences I've lived in the past.
This being the second time burning like this, I felt more prepared for the shift in perspective afterwards. Symbolically I destroy ties …
I don't know what I will write during the rest of the month, but I figured I'd at least outline what the plan is.
I am stuck in MA for a while. Since my parents are planning to sell the house this summer, I am spending a large chunk of …
A remarkable thing happened. I woke up at my mother's house the first day and felt nauseous. I threw up a couple times and spent all day in bed. Yuck.
But why? If this type of sick occurred in Vanessa it would have been horrifying. I am not prepared for …
This new years eve was better than any other year of my life! What I love the most is how today is today, and while I am recalling yesterday for the sake of history, I am here today and that's it.
Yesterday I played my violin and made $50. The …
I have been up to so much in the last two weeks. I have hardly had time to write about it all. I will recap in this post, but I am thankful I still managed to write more than what you'll see here in a different place.
One of the …
I am lucky enough to be spending the week at a resort. My mother shared her timeshare with me. It has a wonderful jacuzzi, shower, kitchen, bed, balcony.
I spent most of the day in bed playing a video game, watching tv, and eating only enough. So yeah, I'm bringing …
Today was the concert. I can hardly believe it was real.
After attracting an older couple in a park nearby the venue with my violin and performing for them, I found a great parking spot. Cyrus rolled up and we chatted then walked up to the theater. People gathered, set …
Rehearsal was amazing. I wanted to cry a couple of times. I met Joey, Lawrence, Will, Arlene, Rufus, Kila, Larcel. I listened to them and had fun. I danced. My turn it was rough and hard and I was nervous but got into it. And we could have done better …
I met a new person and I felt like I already had met her. It was strange. And awesome. And I felt really comfortable around her. We hung out, went shopping, she showed me some music. Then i was really hurting in both ways, so we cuddled and did some …
I begun practicing the violin for this piece. Thankfully it is not long nor exceptionally complicated. I am learning it okay, but oh shit, most of it is in third or fourth position, on the E string. Fuck. But that's okay. I'm all over it. I will do great!
While …
Two social plans fell through for today, so instead I met up with a different person. LOL. I am becoming popular? hahahaha.
IT was cool. I saw her house, her rats, she let me shower (so thankful!). After some salt and water we went out to Vanessa and talked for …
